March 07, 2010

Ive got money but I can easily go into debt.

Impossible? Eh I thought so too.

Not that much money, but enough to see me through (I thought) so Ive limited my spending and boy is it making me sulk. Okay so I bought a new cute cropped denim jacket from topshop for £40 (its a good investment for this summer, and summers to come!) So that made my lovely balance just short of a 100 smackers, but tomorrow Ive got to spend half of it- my monthly bus ticket is due and I need to get my mom this necklace she wants for mothers day.

Okay so why am I moaning? Half my moneys will be gone but atleast I will still have half. Well not really, cause ive got to buy my fabric for my garment making for my college lesson, thats going to be atleast £25, Im not even sure why I picked the fabric, yeah its pretty and the dress will look gorgeous, but I had to pick the fabric that you need double the amount of that is required cause the fabric doesn't give, typical.

& then I need to pay my deposit for London, my mom said she will lend me the money until Im back on my feet. I just don't like knowing ive got to pay people back and I can't do it right away. Would help if my current job was every week. Im a saturday assistant and I work alternate saturday's - if that.

Sundays.

Used to be my lazy day, then things changed. I started doing all coursework for highschool for my exams then when summer came I used to use sundays as a shopping day spending my weeks wages all in Topshop, aha I know im addicted.

College starts and once again Im using my Sundays for work day. Just this Sunday im not in the mood to work and I can thank my week off college for that, so I haven't done everything I wanted too, but my motivation has gone. Ive got college work to do, but Ide rather leave it until tomorrow when its my day off.

& for this Sunday, its a lazy day.