Ive got money but I can easily go into debt.

Impossible? Eh I thought so too.

Not that much money, but enough to see me through (I thought) so Ive limited my spending and boy is it making me sulk. Okay so I bought a new cute cropped denim jacket from topshop for £40 (its a good investment for this summer, and summers to come!) So that made my lovely balance just short of a 100 smackers, but tomorrow Ive got to spend half of it- my monthly bus ticket is due and I need to get my mom this necklace she wants for mothers day.

Okay so why am I moaning? Half my moneys will be gone but atleast I will still have half. Well not really, cause ive got to buy my fabric for my garment making for my college lesson, thats going to be atleast £25, Im not even sure why I picked the fabric, yeah its pretty and the dress will look gorgeous, but I had to pick the fabric that you need double the amount of that is required cause the fabric doesn't give, typical.

& then I need to pay my deposit for London, my mom said she will lend me the money until Im back on my feet. I just don't like knowing ive got to pay people back and I can't do it right away. Would help if my current job was every week. Im a saturday assistant and I work alternate saturday's - if that.

Sundays.

Used to be my lazy day, then things changed. I started doing all coursework for highschool for my exams then when summer came I used to use sundays as a shopping day spending my weeks wages all in Topshop, aha I know im addicted.

College starts and once again Im using my Sundays for work day. Just this Sunday im not in the mood to work and I can thank my week off college for that, so I haven't done everything I wanted too, but my motivation has gone. Ive got college work to do, but Ide rather leave it until tomorrow when its my day off.

& for this Sunday, its a lazy day.

oopsies

So I haven't posted a blog in a while. Anyways I have been a bit busy trying to catch up with work, I started college after a week off for half term, I went in for a week and now have another week off while the upper year and some people from my year go to New York with the tutors. & the rest who aren't going have been given self directed study (tehee!)

So this week Im going to do :
- Self directed study
- Tidy my room
- Go shopping!
- Finally create that bag!

College is doing a three day trip to London too, its in April this year. We get there by fast trains and see a few musuems & obviously SHOP. Would be a bit silly of me not to go aha.

colds.

aren't they lovely? not. please excuse me for this blog as it will probably contain bad language, spelling mistakes, grammar mistakes and will just contain a rant from a tired, ill seventeen year old.

Well my cold finally came, after messing with me for a week it finally made itself know it was here on Sunday & ever since ive felt completley shite. Im not suprised Ive got one to be honest, after waiting half an hour for a bus to take me to one town and waiting for another to get me to my hometown which then never turned up because of the snow, which in result made me wait another ten minutes for my family to pick me up. I am completely an utterly flued up. I didn't even go to college as I knew ide come home early as a half 5 finish didn't appeal to me whatsoever, but Im going in tomorrow whether Im still ill or not. So today, Ive just lazed about doing nothing I suppose. Lewis is round in a bit, were going to watch Avatar as we started it the other night but didn't finish it.

I missed textiles today, Ive probs missed a bit too. Oh well, gives me something to do if im not working Saturday. I drove past work it was shut, normally open till three but it was shut at eleven, and when I drove past again on the way to home and five past one it was still shut. Hmmm I think someones not telling me the whole story here.

college

Once again im not going, due to the lovely white stuff weather forecasts called snow.

Im not sure if Im tired of it yet. Okay so it took awhile to get home from college, but it also gives me a damn good excuse not to go and stay till half 5. Its hard to do anything I guess, my bus service isn't working at the moment due to the Snow, so its making it very difficult to do many things, but I guess the time spent at home is letting me do work and stuff.

I still need to do my model poses from magazines for fashion illustration, and Ive completed researching fashion illustrators, I just need to finish research on my chosen fashion designers. Haven't sorted my room out yet though, Ive thrown away some stuff, Im waiting for a Sunday or Monday when I have no work to litterally clear and sort it out :) Still looking for a new job, moms seen a few, Im going to check em out at the weekend.

Im in the mood to go shopping, I want a new wardrobe for the spring, just wished I had the money. Slightly peeved at my current job, for all those hours I put in after I finished my GCSE's all the time I could of gone out with my friends that I hardly see anymore let alone speak to, they can't even offer me an 8 hour shift on a Saturday? I feel so silly, I bent my back for them in the Summer. Im never doing it again.

Woahh!

Its been awhile, I suppose I should say Happy New Year firstly! Im seventeen now! 2nd January finally came, I know birthdays are only once a year but everyone else' seem to come much quicker and more frequent than mine. My birthday doesn't even seem to last aswell, the day goes so quick! Im not learning to drive yet, Ide love to but its just too exspensive, especially with my fashion course, all my money is going into that at the moment, whether its sewing tools or just plastic folders and A4 ringbinders to keep all my work organised. Ive got quite alot of research to do to prepare myself for the next lot of projects.

Aswell as work this is what I hope to achieve by the end of January!
[ this list is not in order btw :') ]

1. Find model poses from magazines.
2. Research fashion designers and do furthur research on fashion illustrators.
3. Find a new job.
4. Sort roots out, after doing them at home and having the same colour, same time but not the same temparture of heat there blonde just not my ideal shade as theres still warmth to it!
5. Sort my room out (urgently!)

Not sure what I want to start doing first to be quite fair, all I know is that a Starbucks Caramel Machiato would be much appreciated right now.