Seriously, Im SO tired. Getting up at 5:45am to be ready for 7 due to having to be in stafford for 8.15. We started the drive to Liverpool at 9:10. It took exactly 1 hour and 27 minutes to get to Liverpool from Stafford. Left Liverpool at 4, didn't get to Stafford till 5:56pm. Im too tired, got fashion manufacturing tomorrow. Im ever so tired.

Saw the shoes in Topshop today and yesterday for that matter, guess Im going to have to wait until Christmas to get them. Went to two different towns to get my coat for this Winter, was well worth it though. Liverpool tomorrow, not looking forward to the coach journey but its what youll do to get a National Diploma. Just finished another section of my fabric glossary, not sure what else Ive got to catch up on.

I really could do with one of these right now.

Starbucks Caramel Machiato ♥

I want these ♥ they are gorgeous!

This Morning

I woke up at 8:00am.

Knowing full well I have a lot of work to do. Research on Fashion Illustrators, research on different types of skirts & to complete a fabric glossary.

bus services

I hate hate hate the bus service. So I finish college on a today at half 5, yes I dislike that time anyway but its not so bad due to I travel home with my boyfriend. I dislike the 20 minute wait anyway for my bus home, I just hate it more when it misses out one main town centre or not even bother coming! & theyre trying to make more people give up there cars and use the bus service, are they mad?

I don't know which to hate more, the bus service or that fact theres only one bus service provider for my area. Well to let you know, I got home safely it was fortunate my mom could pick us up, just didn't like the fact that I was home by 8:00pm. Two and a half hours after I finished college. Unbelievable!

thing will turn out fine

sometime in your life you will come to a point where you just want to give up. you feel that this is it where it ends and that the road for you could not possibly go on any longer. you start to feel alone and isolated and feel that theres no reason for you to live anymore. you don't realise that you would be greatly missed by the people that love you the most, you just don't care you want out. you wanna be out of this world that you no longer believe that your a part of. however there is always a bright side to every rainy day you've just got to look for it. and no matter how much your hurting there is always someone there to pick up your broken pieces. they believe in you even when you can't believe in yourself.

in our lives, we will all make mistakes. everyone makes mistakes its what makes us human! from our mistakes we learn whats right and wrong and you know for the future to do the opposite. in my life time already of 16 years I've made a hell of a lot of mistakes in which i have learnt from or intend to. I've trusted too many people too easily and they've just took advantage. you don't realise how much you think you miss someone until they've actually gone or how you think you need them back but you actually don't. or even how many times you take the ba***rd back after he was the one who hurt you the most or the way he has a tendency to come back to you and the exact moment you move on. well i say forgive and forget! & trust me on this I'm never going back there again. its 2009 now and what happened in the past stays in the past. and if someone doesn't make it to your future then theres a reason why.

and if your still feeling alone just wait, in time everything will turn out just right. it just takes time.